boyfriend

boyfriend issues
why does every freaking person seem to be attached?
and then when u get asked...eh so have u ever been attached
i say no
and then i cant help but be made to feel a little inadequate
im totally enjoying my singlehood
and have been for a whole 18 yrs
of my life, that is
but then at what age is deemed the appropriate starting point?
when do pple usually get hooked
13? maybe 14?
ah whatever.
by my age, however
u would expect one to have say
at the least, 2 or 3 boyfriends already?

sometimes i just feel weird i cant totally relate
to all that lovey-dovey shit
that everyone seems to be experiencing or have experienced
like 'oooh my boyf's so sweet he got me flawh-wers' or
'i used to do that with my ex' or 'my girlfriend means the worrrld to me'
wonder if theres still anyone left
in a similiar situation as mine

im getting quite siccccck.
i dont know why
i just am
no explanation
dont owe anyone anything anyway
thats all i wnted to say