im sorry my dear readers, but these few entries are not gonna be neat and organised and well thought-out. cos im not feeling all those now. my thoughts are pretty messed up and im thinking of so many things at the same time.

warning: the following few posts may become a little too rannt-y for liking.

the couple i wnted to talk abt was stefanie and anthony. well basically these 2 met other pple they cld connect with on their sides of the island.. so at bonfire night they wernt really sure at all.. they were really sweet tog i think and shld have stayed toggether. the girl started first and took long to speak. but when she finally did she sorta said she somehow needed him somewhere in her life..she cldnt live w/o him in a sense.. and he said he'l always be there for her.. and that they were soulmates.. and asked if she wnted to be with him or do otherwise... and she told him they shld seperate.. he told her..'i love u so much'

it kinda sounds cheesy i know when i put it out like that but

it was soooo sweet and touching but almost tragic at the same time. like they were both confused on whether to continnue their rlnshp of 3 yrs or leave with someother person theyve somehow connectd with after a mere 2 weekss... and they just put their heads together and sorta cried.. and like they were both revelling in each others presence.. wanted to kiss and hug but they just felt so distant... i felt sooo damn sad watching !!!!

like if they love each other just stay together for goodness sake. stop hanging arnd and holding back.