oh what a stereotypical world

i just want to speak without anyone judging me

but people judge people based on their superficial appearances
and its so unfair
because no person looks the same
because we live in a sick world
where every freaking one is so godamn critical
you try to make a good impression
and secretly deep down inside you want everyone to like you
you avoid stepping one people's toes
for fear you might actually trip them
and when they fall
you fear revenge

my philisophical side sometimes brings me too far and too long round the bush

i like it when people in general do not take things too seriously
i am far from being a perfectionist
i honestly cannot be bothered with too much organisation (which is detrimental most times)
seriousness puts me off
because its just crap when life is so short
too short to worry about everything, too short to cry about something
all the time
he could be here today but gone tomorrow
she could be healthy today but dying tomorrow

why do skinny girls complain they are too fat?

there must be something so wrong with the world
i also feel that we are better off not being taught to be non-racist
because if little kids didnt know the previous tension/difference
between black and white
they wouldnt grow up being concious of the fact that being of a different race makes you diferent,
possibly superior to another

before i read to kill a mockingbird i wasnt really clear on the distinction between black and white people,

except for the obvious physical difference between skin color
then i begin to see them in a different light
because i sort of pity them for being oppressed once, being treated so unfairly and inhumanely by the whites
then i wouldnt have formed the perception that white people are idiots
and white people probably think chinese or rather asian people are quiet submissive and cannot speak for nuts
you see these are stererotypes

nobody wants to be pitied

at least i dont
when people say sorry to me i feel offended
i dont like being percieved as being let down poor and pathetic
im sure blacks hate it when non black pple look at them and say
'aw uve come so far since the time you were slaves'
like shut up. what do u know about our race

nobody wants to be seen as an inhumane idiot as well

for every white who passes a racist comment
there are a 100 000 more who embraces the difference in cultures
not all asians are quiet submissive and non proactive

stereotypes stereotypes stereotypes

they kill all of us eventually
we are so seperated
because we are misled by the barriers of our past

nobody really understands each other
because all of us are desperate to be understood