tell me all your thoughts on god

God. so big so powerful so foreign. who is god and how many of them are there anyway?
religion is an itchy subject lah. its so blurred divided yet vague, which one to pick say you have a fetish for botak heads u go with the monks of buddihsm, you love wearing headscarfs, join islam, or you have a thing for goddesses with a zillion hands, join hinduism,better still if you love thinking you are high above the rest and all other religions by saying that only u have the access to heaven and others dont, join christianity.

i had a christian upbringing since birth,and i acknowledge and love jesus as my lord and saviour but i have heaps of questions pastors through their sermons cannot seem to answer; i dont know why sometimes christians can be so self-absorbed in a certain set of so-called biblical values to follow; how we have to blah blah love all care share trust obey be happy merry strictly hetrosexual wives please submit to your husbands as husbands are likened to christ and wives to the church for without christ there will be no church and yadda yadda yadda.

patriarchal chauvinists quote bible verses in support of their discriminatory views but i think there was more to it. the social hierarchy during biblical times, how women were totally disregarded uneducated none of the gospels were by women at all. women disciples totally not mentioned. i know i sound like a man-hater but nah it isnt that bad lah.

its just annoying that some christians take everything so literally at the same time being terribly ignorant about other religions; never failing to exalt their own as the one and only high and mighty now and forever more. ugh.