i don't know why

different expectations i guess my parents can be so urrrgghhh stuck up at times its so terribly annoying how they expect me to be this and that and that and this and i do a little bit the other way i am labelled wayward and havoc and what not. have wings already can wait to fly all that stupid shit. why cant they friggin understand that its okay to do what i do perfectly normal human activity.

maybe they live in a nice little jupiter planet of their own; and busy themselves making funny rules of conduct and expect each of us offspring to adhere by em. re-tar-dedism. !!!!!! i am agitated. not at a loss of words though. heaps of shit to unload.

crap la on another note altogether today is a nice sunny day. the sun is bright and shining shiny same shit. i know i use shit alot but its loads better than fuck which i try to refrain from using but to no avail obviously because each time i realise i am going to miss my bus i go- oh fark! and yes i try to minimise the crude-scale by delibrately mispelling fuck so that it spells fark. like it makes a friggin difference. friggin is another spin off from fuggin which derives from fucking which just sounds plain un-lady like. because i like to sound pretty like a lady with flowers in her hair i refrain, do u hear me, refrain from speaking cuss language.

argh i am so goose-bumped!

p/s if u fail to make any sense out of this post you are not alone. take my advice and just dont give a damn bye.